So, I had told myself that I would wake up and be out of the apartment by 9 at the very latest, but obviously I didn’t end up leaving until 10. But really, I was fine with that. The way I’ve learned to travel that works best for me is an incredibly flexible itinerary. I had a vague notion of what I wanted to see that day. Mom had sent me some links and I’d done my own research too (shocking, I know). Plus I’d seen a couple of things the previous day that had piqued my interest. See? There’s some logical reasoning for my aimless wanderings around cities.
Before I left the apartment and guaranteed wi-fi, I looked up the damn Caffé Turbino place and kept the directions up on my phone along with the restaurant The Guardian had recommended. Turns out the latter was really close to the Teatro Romano and the Piazzale Castiel de Pietro, which I really wanted to see. Perfect.
I finally head out to town and go by the Castelvecchio that I had passed yesterday, part of which is this arched bridge that I had sort of fallen in love with the day before. So even though I was p hungry, I figured it wouldn’t take too long to explore. I walked into the gardens there that were nice enough, but I’ve definitely seen better.
I ambled around and noticed a building labeled “Reception” that people were milling in and out of. Since the theme of my European Adventures thus far has been “Follow the crowds that are clearly touristy” I headed on in.
“Bongiorno” The woman calls to me as I hesitatingly walk in. She’s very Italian: skinny and well-dressed. Everything I am not basically, and her very appearance reminds me achingly of just how American I am no matter how I try to blend in.
“Ah…uh..Bongiorno!” I reply, rifling through the leaflets and pamphlets presented before me, thinking that maybe for once I sounded somewhat not touristy…
“Ese, in English” The woman replies as she hands me a pamphlet describing an exhibit that was all over Verona. So much for those hopes and dreams of blending in…She promptly hands me 2 more pamphlets and speaks rapidly in Italian. The only words which I’m able to understand in her speech are ‘quatro’ (which I know from quatro formaggio pizza…) and ‘arrivederce’ as she glides out of the room, staring at me as she leaves, as if to ask me what I thought I was still doing there and please kindly leave as quickly as possible.
“Grazie? Arrivederce?” I call back as I almost stumble out of the small room back into the sunshine. Confused and addled, I somehow move my body towards the sign that indicates the entrance to the museum. I had realized yesterday that I’d forgotten my William and Mary ID in Germany, and the sign seemed insistent that I have a card to prove my studentness and receive the generous 2 euro discount. I mean, even though I’m TECHNICALLY not a student anymore…the ID I have doesn’t have an expiration date and I am abusing the crap out of it for as long as possible.
The regular entrance fee was 6 euro and I left, scoffing that a museum would ask an entire $8 from me just to explore a 14th century castle with tons of interesting art and artifacts from over the centuries…I quickly realized after this speech of mine that I am quite possibly an idiot and turned around and paid.
The museum was actually pretty great if you’re into 14th-16th art. It was nifty to see the clear evolution of the frescos and art in general.
These Verona artists were gritty as heck, loved blood and pain, and you know what? I kind of adored it. I mean not too much but just enough.
I think that’s what I really like about Italy in general. It’s a bit on the dirty side and bit on the gritty side, at least it’s cities are. Sometimes I feel as though Germany is TOO clean and tidy and organized. I mean have you seen my room or me in general? Germany is my antithesis in every possible way. It can be intimidating living in Germany.
I went on top of the castle too, and explored as much as possible. I love going to Castles because its fun to imagine what used to be there. The soldiers walking around, people living their daily lives, falling in love, running around, working, etc. And now it’s a tourist attraction. Where men died what feels like eons ago, young children laugh and play. Life goes on, things change. But the castle was beautiful as were the views.
Whilst I was in one of the exhibits a woman approached/startled me like a young deer.
“Parla Italia?”
“Uh. No..” I reply, curious as to why this woman is approaching me. It can’t be for a lighter and/or cigarette since we’re inside and near art, and even though Europe is very smoker-friendly, I think they may draw the line at smoking near precious art.
“Ah, Ingles?”
“Si…” Is she trying to get me to take her picture? In…in a museum? I mean…I’ll do it, but like weirdo amirite?
“In about five minutes there will be a free concert!” She says as she gestures towards about 25 empty seats set up 5 feet from us.
“OH! Grazie” So maybe not a weirdo, just someone who works at the museum attempting to make me more cultured. Appreciated random Italian lady, Appreciated.
I could hear them (the musicians) tuning up from behind a screen and I remembered music I had heard earlier. I had thought it was from some fine dining place in the castle that I was forbidden to go to because I’m clearly American and a tourist. Nope, just a gorgeous string quartet playing Debussy.
Honestly, it was a little on the perfect side. I was surrounded by 15th century art in a 14th century castle, listening to Debussy. I don’t know if it was the hunger I felt or the beauty of it all, but I got a wee bit misty eyed. What, me cry at the drop of a hat? NEVER. Europe has so changed me. #newcontinentnewme
After the concert had ended (it was only 30 minutes or so long) I went back to exploring and going through the exhibits and castles. Though at this point I was so done with reading everything (the exhibits were lovely because they had cards describing the key pieces in the room in 4 languages. They gave details on the artists, historical context, etc.) that I ended up kind of casually jaunting through the rest of the exhibits. It’d already been two hours, well after noon at this point, and still I had not eaten. I think my way of traveling includes not stopping to eat until I’m on the edge of fainting.
I bid a fond farewell to Castelvecchio and the hunt for Caffé Turbino continued.
I have this thing about souvenirs….I never ever know what to get. My roommate and I started collecting Magnets from every place we go as a means of 1) decorating our room and 2) they’re easy to transport back to our room and eventually back to the States. But other than that I am at a lost as to what to buy. Mom always tells me to get something that will remind me of the trip, but then I get really scared of spending money because there have been too many times in my life that I overspent on stupid things and now I’m like weirdly paranoid about over drafting ever again. I guess that’s good? Anyway, I decide that I’m in Italy so what would be a good souvenir but food and wine right? Please someone validate me because like, I need validation to survive I think.
I found a shop that looked not too expensive called De Rossi, to look for the aforementioned food and wine. The wine was all over 10 euros and because of my idiocy I couldn’t really bring myself to buy it just yet. Pasta seems like a waste since I never really make it. But then, then I spot it. Peperoncio Piccante Tritalo, a nice little jar of it for only 4 euro 50. Joy of joys. Its a spicy spread type thing and y’all better know that I’ll use the bajeebers out of it. I’m the kid that snuck hot sauce into my theater banquet senior year of high school because I need spice in my life at all times. Germany please stop making not spicy food, you’re killing me.
So, spicy prize in hand, I head up to the register and internally debate whether to use “Ciao” or “Hiya” as a greeting.
Hiya immediately establishes me as a tourist and thus the awkwardness of them possibly assuming I speak Italian and then proceeding to speak it rapidly at me. And then, all of a sudden, their sentence ends in a high note and I realize this is my cue to answer a question, but in reality is my cuee to stare wide-eyed and slacked jawed and mumble an apologetic and uncomfortable ‘sorry?’ in a vaguely British accent so people don’t think I’m American. Okay, side note this is a thing I’ve actually taken to adopting especially around really obnoxious Americans so as not to associate with them…
OR, I could look like I’m at least somewhat attempting to try and blend in. Of course I end up going with a very shy “Ciao” and the woman smiles and immediately says too many things in Italian and looks at me expectantly. I can’t for the LIFE of me remember what ‘I’m Sorry” in Italian is until 5 minute after I leave the shop, even though I have it written down in my notebook with other ‘useful’ phrases. So I do my ‘sorry’ and an embarrassed smile and she says kindly to me
“Anything else?”
“No, Grazie”
I pay the price and head off into the streets with my spicy goodness in hand.
I glance down at my phone to check the direction for this hidden Cafe place and realize that I had passed the street this supposed place was on. I get to the street indicated by Apple Maps and I realize I had definitely been on this road before and no FREAKING CAFE WAS ON IT. In this moment, all hope was lost from my being, and my stomach roared up and hunger quickly filled the void where hope had once been.
I am a new woman on a mission, to find literally any food at whatever price from some side vendor or something. Nothing sit down, something immediate…and NOT a döner because I did not come all the way to Italy to eat something I eat once a week at home. I finally found a pizza wrap at a stand for 4 euro, it was a little shit but I didn’t give a single frick at this point because oh my God food.
Finally satiated, sort of, I declare to myself that it is time for the Teatro Roman and the Piazzale for history and beautiful views of the city. The other benefit of exploring a city before really doing anything beforehand is that I sort of knew how to get everywhere and saved a butt-load of time. The bridge from one side of town to the other is absolutely beautiful. There’s an old tower on it, which a woman was putting out and tending her plants. It’s a sign of beauty and the ingenuity of humanity to not tear down the old and simply be done with it. But instead to reutilize it, reimagine what it could be. Ugh not time to wax on about it, but Europe is great at doing that.
As I was walking across the bridge, I saw two women taking photos of each other. I stopped so as not to accidentally step in one of their pictures, when one of the ladies turns to me and asks in what I am assuming is an Eastern European accent.
“Do you speak English?”
“Si..” I reply for some reason in Italian.
Relief washes over her face. My assumption that she is going to request that I take her and her companions photo evaporates. Instead, she pulls out what looks like either a print out of and mail or a website and nearly implores me if I know where this particular spot is. Hoping its a place I’ve already been, I glance down.
“Um…no…sorry.”
“Not even which side of the river? This side? THAT side??” I hear a note of desperation in her voice that I am all too familiar with. Its just the tone my inner voice gets when I’ve been searching for 45 minutes for a hotel/hostel/apartment/whatever and keep walking in circles.
“Tourist” I say, gesture to myself with a smile to her that I hope conveys my sympathy and hope for them. “I’m sorry’
She kind of laughs and shakes her head as she folds up the paper and puts it back away. I guess maybe I don’t look so touristy after all? Though I’d have thought my near corpse like coloring would have been a give away of my non-native status to Italy.
I hurry away from the bridge and walk briskly towards what looks like ruins. The key to traveling is to walk with purpose and assurance and then no one bothers you or attempts to mug you. Also being in broad day light helps.
The ruins I had seen were the Teatro Romano, which I was really excited to see. I remembered seeing another Ancient Theater in Sicily when I’d gone with my mom and little brothers 5 years earlier, and I still find them as amazing now as I did then.
The entrance fee was blotted out and replaced with one euro for everyone. This is never a good sign. But since it was only a euro, I couldn’t pass it up and went in. After the apathetic attendant handed me my ticket, and an even more apathetic attendant tore it, I entered the Theater. Honestly, it wasn’t that great, but for a one euro entrance fee, worth it. It’s used still to this day, and the stage was set up. No lights or sets or anything like that, but the actual stage was there, they don’t perform on the stone stage from years past. The season had just finished, I think. I had tried to find tickets to performances before I came, but the middle of the week in September is not the best time to do some things apparently.
I head up the stairs and spot a church, but of course it’s closed. I then try to find the museum but that too is ‘no apereto.’ Suddenly, the price change makes sense. Nothing is open.
I do manage to get up pretty high with a good view of the city. I yell out ‘Escusie?” to a woman I had three seconds ago and had exchanged smiles with.
“Um, un photo por favor?” I had realized she spoke Spanish and attempted a few more phrases.
“De Donde estàs? Where are you from?” She asked eagerly.
“America” I reply with a shrug, she laughs and says a few things in Spanish.
“El Teatro?”
“No, no la cuidad, bitte…por favor.” She takes several and hands me back my phone.
“Bien fotos? Good?”
“perfect, gracias. Grazie? Gracias” People really can be kind at times.
I spot just a few feet over concrete steps that go up even higher, but there was no way to reach them from inside the Teatro. I kind of figured it was the steps up to the Piazzale, and I was pretty done with the Teatro at that point, so I just left. About half way up the stairs and decide to take a break because I’m so dehydrated, disgustingly out of shape, sweaty, oh and also the view was mad stunning.
I journaled there for a bit, because it makes writing this blog so much easier. I’m basically just transcribing it at the moment. Is that the right word? Ugh I don’t even care anymore, that’s the word I’m using. There’s also though a sense of joy in the physical document to look back on when I’m older or to show my kids, if I ever even have any. More like I’ll show it to my nieces, nephews, and Rebeca’s kids.
After 20 minutes or so I headed on up to the actual piazzale, and oh my god I haven’t sweated so much in months. After 3 months in the Alps in Bavaria where 75 is unusually warm, the Italian weather and sun were both welcomed eagerly and dreaded.
The internet had not lied to me, the view was nothing less than spectacular up there. If I lived in Verona I’d go up there all the time. I took off my shoes, and let my feet breathe because I somehow managed to forget to bring SOCKS WITH ME, so I was stuck in flats the entire time. This led to some sore, gross smelling feet.
After taking in the view and writing until my hand could no longer take it because I’m weak, I walked over the piazzale and took what I assumed was the scenic, less strenuous route back to the city. Before I had left the side of the river to head to the theater area, I had stopped in the Duomo. Seeing that it cost 4 euros just to enter, I asked if they had mass that evening. 6:30? Lovely. I’d get to see it for free, also, like, mass in the Duomo of Verona? Plz.
My stroll down from the Piazzale was gorgeous and so easy. I ended up where I could guess where to go, and surprise i was RIGHT.
This never happens to me ever ever because I am so utterly terrible at directions. Maybe I’m getting better? Hahahhahaha no. No. absurd.
I head into town since I still have a few hours left until Church. I decided to head down a street I hadn’t been on yet, or thought I hadn’t. I end up passing a building that says its the museum for the Opera. The courtyard was huge and bright with a ginormous rose in the far corner. I start inspecting a sign about upcoming exhibits when I hear running behind me. I turn to see a woman about my age who stops suddenly at the site of me, and we both smile as she continues on briskly. She stops again and turns to me and says something in Italian.
“Sorry?” I say, gesturing vaguely with my hands as if to say “I speak hand Italian but not verbal Italian.”
“Do you English?…Obviously you do. There is a FREE concert inside if you want. Eh…saxo? [here she gestures with her hands miming a saxophone, I nod with understanding] e un…piano. It is FREE, but only if you want…”
“Perfect” I say, never one to pass up music, especially free music in the heart of Italy, as earlier that day had proven. The room I’m led into has huge ceilings, and a gorgeous painting in the background. About 40 chairs are set up, but only about 15 of them are filled.
Oh no.
The musicians arrive 15 minutes late, and after a short intro, all in Italian, none of which I understand, they begin. The saxophone and piano are nowhere near a perfect match for each other. It didn’t help that the composer seemed to think it best if the instruments only sometimes played melodies that made sense together. Within 5 minutes an older couple had already left. I knew it was only going to be about 30 minutes tops so I decided to stick it out…Honestly it wasn’t completely terrible, just not…you know..my favorite. I stayed but was relieved when it was finally finished, and the 5 of us remaining could finally leave.
I quickly left the museum area and continue back down to Erbe, when I found another courtyard with some random sculpture installations. There were only about 7 of them, but it was interesting enough.
As I’m heading really back into the center of town, I realize I did that thing again where I’m about ready to faint from not eating. I really really need to start remembering to do that thing. Is there an app I could use? That might be helpful. But actually, walking was hard, I was shaking, and everything kind of hurt. I didn’t want to eat a whole meal since I had church in 45 minutes and I had a place all picked out for dinner. I desperately start attempting to walk more quickly if I physically can. All I can find are fancy sit-down places or gelaterias. None of which will do for the moment. I nearly run into a coffee shop when I see it, remembering not to sit down since that automatically costs more (thanks Mom from 8 years ago). I get to the counter and croak out “un espresso per favore…e un croissant’
“Si, you take” the woman gestures. I eat and drink both in approximately 1.5 minutes, hand over the money, and hope to God that the energy and carbs kick in soon so I don’t faint in the streets of Verona…all alone. Out of more desperation I turn to a cake shop I had seen earlier, thinking maybe a sugar rush would be just the thing.
I really don’t know much about diets or nutrition. She hands me the wrong cake but I’m too awkward to address the situation, just hand over exact change and leave as quickly as possible. Thankfully by the time I get outside my body is feeling better and the instinct to scarf down the cake in an unattractive manner has subsided.
I stop in a shop and pick up some salami pic anti, telling myself that I needed protein, and promptly ate a slice. I had bought it thinking of it as another souvenir, but like, meat doesn’t last that long and it wouldn’t be as great when I left, so like, ALL FOR ME NOW. I am not a patient woman I think.
I get to the church way earlier than I thought I would. I kind of just stood outside for a bit, pulled out my phone to make it look like I was waiting for someone because that’s what we do in these modern times. I thought that maybe they would still be charging people right up until when mass started. So I waited…and waited, and then got so bored and cold that I gathered the courage to open the door and prepare to assert myself as a devout Catholic to the attendant and gosh darn it you can charge me to pray!
There was no attendant.
There was however praying. “Oh Shit” I whisper as I set foot into the sacred church.
Sorry Jesus.
Had mass already started? Did I mishear her earlier? Or just remember incorrectly as is my usual case? Whatever its just 10 minutes in, I’ll just sit. Except when I go to sit I realize very few lights are on, there is no priest, no alter servers, and the disembodied voice keeps saying the same thing over and over again.
The Rosary, it dawns on me, is what’s going on. I got this, I’ve been doing it for years. Except that the prayers at the end of the decades I can never remember, also I am apparently incapable of counting to 10 consistently and well. So I only sort of had it. Also saying prayers out loud in my usual carrying, projecting (or loud and slightly nasally according to Mom) English is a bit awkward and seems almost attention getting. So I mumbled quietly to myself.
Mass began, I understood the vast majority of it. Though ask me what the readings were about, and I would not be able to tell you. Ah well. I just kind of sat and soaked it all in. The old deacon and the even older priest preaching to the smallish group of I believe mainly locals. Two young Asian nuns by themselves at the end of a pew, besides me clearly the youngest people there.
A conversation I had been a part of a few weeks beforehand went through my head. How back home churches aren’t really a thing like they are here. Yes we have beautiful ones, but we also have ugly mesa churches, and churches that are in warehouses. Going home will be weird since all of us have ‘been in some of the most beautiful churches in the world.’ To quote a co-worker.
Mass ended, I explored the church, lit a candle for Mike as I always do, and finally left to find this restaurant.
I quickly got completely turned around as always since I am the least proficient when it comes to map reading.
I finally find the restaurant, but it doesn’t open until 7:30 because this is Italy. I had 8 minutes to just kind of stroll around and get hungrier I guess. I’m sure they would have sat me anyway, but I have a deep seated phobia of being the rude tourist when traveling. So I happened upon another place. “Vini and Cucina el Luciano” I think, and their menu looked amazing. Pretty cheap, entrees for only around 8 euros, but I had set my heart on this other place…kind of. I went back to the other one to look at the menu, it was pricier and all pasta. I don’t…really like pasta all that much. It’s so heavy, its like why I don’t like American breakfasts.
I purposefully stride to the other place, and without any fear approach the waiter and sat by myself in the restaurant while I journaled. At this point I’d like to point out that this was a big deal for me. I lived in California alone last summer and could never get myself to go to a proper restaurant to eat by myself. I guess I thought people would judge me? Pity me? I can stand nothing less than Pity. Though the thing is, I’ve worked in food and bev for long enough that I know no one cares at all…
But I sit alone, happy and content. Order half a liter of wine, and the roast rabbit. I’d never had it before and I don’t know why because holy crap that animal is mad mad delicious. It was falling right off the bone, and the veggies oils and polenta were all divine. Also I”m pretty sure a key component of Italian dining is that halfway through you’re wasted and you’re suddenly drunk eating. Whatever it was, it was amazing and I tried really hard to do the European thing of a long dinner. I made it last over an hour. I think I learned to actually savor food and not just shove it down my throat for practical purposes.
I was very nearly done with my food when my waiter came around and attempted to take my plate away. I don’t know if I was drunk, or just in love with the food, but I quickly say over-enthusiastically “no no no no no no”
“….no?” replies the waiter, shocked that this obvious tourist, this American was taking so long. By this point two other tables had arrived, so maybe he was hoping/praying that I’d leave before it got too busy. I hope I didn’t offend him, because when he did come back after I was thoroughly done with food and all my wine, he came back over.
“Termina?” he asked almost fearfully and perplexed. I actually don’t remember the word he used but he gestured with his hands to indicate ‘done’
Me in my drunken state nodded and attempted vainly to remember the phrase for ‘delicious’ when all I could think of was ‘rico’ which is Spanish. I then tried to remember what ‘finish’ is in Italian but it slipped my mind completely and the waiter stood confused and worried for me as I physicalized these Olympic Level mind exercises.
“la…la cuenta?” the waiter asked both hopefully and helpfully.
“…si…per favore” he smiles as he hands me the check. Whether it was a genuine one or one all waiters have for guests that are vaguely annoying, I’ll never know. I’d like to believe its the former, namely because I didn’t cause any problems during my meal. In my tipsy giddiness I giggle down the via duomo, ecstatic at the food, the wine, and the mere fact that I’m in FREAKING VERONA ITALY. Alone and happy and free. I’m actually doing it, the whole living abroad thing. I’m not scared to travel alone, I’m not spending all my time on base like I kind of feared I would in the back of my mind.
Back at the Piazza Erbe, I pull out my cake from earlier which has definitely collapsed, but is still so edible. I enjoy the Piazza, and head back home. Happy, full, and exhausted.